Recently, I was referred to as a "wild woman." At first I wondered if I should be embarrassed. I wondered if "wild" really meant "too much." Being the self-examiner that I am, I felt like I really needed to take a step back and try to look at myself for a moment as others perceive me. I've done that so many times over the years, and I always come back to the same answer: "I am who God made me." I am passionate.
I am passionate in all aspects of my life. I don't want to live a life without passion. When I feel love, I want to feel all of the love. I want to touch every part of what I love. When I care, I want to care completely. I want to care leaving no room for doubt. I want to care about the time of day. I want to care about the people who have space in my life, and I want to care completely.
I don't ever want to stop being the person I am. I am a passionate woman, and I suppose in order to be completely passionate and loving of all the aspects of my life, OK I feel a little wild sometimes. I take no offense to the term "wild woman." I have decided. I am wildly passionate.
Sometimes intensity isn't a bad thing, it makes you good at what you're doing.
When I hold someone in my heart, my arms, in my head, I hold them completely and passionately. I don't want people to have to guess where my heart is, or how I feel about them. I want them to know for sure. I want them to feel every beat that my heart offers them. I want them to know the warmth inside my arms without me having to say a word.
Read my eyes.
Passionate. I speak with passion because I feel passion. Passion for life, love, humankind, bodies, conversation, truth, touch, tears, kisses, whispers in the dark and light at the break of a new morning.
I am a wild woman. Wildly passionate for everything I am, and everything I am given. I will never stop loving, and will never stop looking for the passion I am addicted to. I am wildly attracted to warm soft kisses and hugs, smiles, making others laugh and letting them make me laugh.
I am happy when I am passionate and wild. ~TM

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